Something is missing

Salam..

tomorrow I'm going to college, to sell books..& TI89..hopefully..

hmm I don't know what to say anymore..should I hold myself or not..

Seriously, I want a serious relationship..which means both of us try to understand each other..& most importantly, try to tolerate..I'm trying and keep trying but...hmm...Honestly, I just want to be cared and paid attention..All I need is attention..That's all..

Interview & Spaghetti

Salam..

today i went to PPD & met my ex-teacher, En. Sharudin Said. it"s not a usual meeting but i was actually being called to be inteviewed. thing became smooth & easy 4 me..alhamdulillah..it turned out 2 be a long talk between a teacher & his student. it was fun to meet him after so many years i leaved SMK Senaling. So many things were digged out. So many memories being remembered. And finally, the so-called interview turned out to be a chitchat. What a relief!!

I came out from PPD after 1 1/2 hour spent there. I walked to the nearest CIMB Bank to withdrew RM 50. Guess what. I'm cooking for my sister's birthday! The menu is : Spaghetti & tomato sauce.

Alhamdulillah, I've made it. Maybe it's not too delicious to get 5 stars..but I've prove myself that I can cook too..besides teaching..

A place or a university is matter?

salam..

finally i made a decision to submit the GSTT form to PPD this morning..

hope everything will be fine & smooth for me..

haih..one after another..

now i have to make another decision..

whether to apply manipal for myself or not..

its not that JPA won't apply it for us but the chances are slim as it is one of the famous uni there..

hmm but i think, if the sponsorship application is slim, then self application must also be tough..

so what is the purpose of we sending the application if our sponsorship application's itself is so slim?

the application fee is 1 of the reasons why i still hesitate to apply..

i don't really know any seniors who is in India doing med right now..

but i really need help..

Job : A Confusion

salam..

now i'm really confused..

what should i do now..

ya Allah..

should i just submit the form to PPD or not??

should i just go to the town and seek a job??

OR should i just stay quietly & calmly at home with my mom???

aiyooooooooooo........

seyesly i can't make any decisions now...

help me...(+_+)

Job : A need

salam..

i finally feel glad when Pn Sofiah called me this morning..

At last i'm quite sure where am i heading after this..

fuhh..its a relief act..

but!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the thing i'm worried now is JOB!

why??

well..my ex-classmate told me that he had to pay quite high amount of money for his visa & medical checkup..

well..maybe because he is going to NZ..

BUT..

it worries me A LOT..

so..

i think i want to earn some money while i can..

i have a few options act..

1. a teacher as in Guru Sandaran..but the prob is..i can only earn money probably until the end of Feb, which is a month away..so i think its not really suitable to become a teacher just 4 a month..huhu..i don't want to trouble anyone..especially my "students"..=)

2. a cashier..hmm i like this one..but the prob is..i already submit the form, i waited for almost 2 weeks, still there's no reply..huhu =(

3. i go to any shops and stores to look 4 any vacancy..hummm..i think i'll do this 1..^^